The Final Girl Support Group
ALSO BY GRADY HENDRIX
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Names: Hendrix, Grady, author.
Title: The final girl support group / Grady Hendrix.
Description: New York: Berkley, [2021]
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Amanda,
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Which is why I thought,
You should walk across that ice,
Before me.
CONTENTS
Cover
Also by Grady Hendrix
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
The Final Girl Support Group
The Final Girl Support Group II
The Final Girl Support Group 3-D
The Final Girl Support Group IV: Return of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group’s New Nightmare
The Final Girl Support Group VI: The Next Generation
The Final Girl Support Group VII: Son of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group VIII: Night of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group IX: Final Girl vs. Final Girl
TFGSG X
The Final Girl Support Group XI: Better Watch Out!
The Final Girl Support Group XII: Hellbound
The Final Girl Support Group XIII: The Final Sacrifice
The Final Girl Support Group XIV: The New Blood
The Final Girl Support Group XV: Dream Warriors
The Final Girl Support Group XVI: Season of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group XVII: Bride of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group XVIII: Curse of the Final Girls
The Final Girl Support Group XIX: Final Girl’s Revenge
The Final Girl Support Group XX: The Final Chapter
The Final Girl Support Group XXI: The Final Chapter II
The Final Girl Support Group XXII: The Final Nightmare
The Final Girl Support Group XXIII: Resurrection
The Final Girl Support Group XXIV: A New Beginning
Acknowledgments
About the Author
final girl (n.)—the last and sole survivor of a horror movie
—Dr. Carol Elliott, private notes on group session, September 2010
THE FINAL GIRL SUPPORT GROUP
I wake up, get out of bed, say good morning to my plant, unwrap a protein bar, and drink a liter of bottled water. I’m awake for five full minutes before remembering I might die today. When you get old, you get soft.
In the living room I stretch and do forty knee strikes, forty palm heel strikes, and side mountain climbers until sweat drips onto the concrete floor. I do elbow strikes until my shoulders burn, then I get on the treadmill, put the speed up to seven, and run until my thighs are on fire and my chest rasps, and then I run for five more minutes. I have to punish myself for forgetting exactly what the stakes are, especially today.
The bathroom door gets padlocked from the inside while I shower. I make up my bed to eliminate the temptation to crawl back in. I make tea, and it’s not until the electric kettle clicks that I have my first panic attack of the day.
It’s not a bad one, just a cramp in my chest that feels like a giant hand squeezing my lungs shut. I close my eyes and concentrate on relaxing the muscles lining my throat, on taking deep breaths, on pulling oxygen into the bottom of my lungs. After two and a half minutes I can breathe normally again and I open my eyes.
This apartment is the only place in the world where that’s possible. A bedroom, a living room, a kitchen, and a bathroom where, as long as I take reasonable precautions, I can close my eyes for two minutes. Out there in the world it’s a nonstop murder party, and if I make the slightest mistake I’ll wind up dead.
I go into the living room and turn on CNN to see what the body count is today, and from the very first image I know that the next twenty-four hours will be bad.
A live drone shot of a summer camp is buried beneath all the other junk CNN puts onscreen. It shows sedans and emergency vehicles clustered outside the cabins, men in white hazmat suits walking between the trees, yellow police tape blocking the road. They cut to recorded footage of the night before, blue lights flashing in the dark, and the slugline hits me in the gut: Real Life Red Lake Tragedy Repeats.
I turn on the sound and the story is exactly what I feared. Someone murdered six Camp Red Lake counselors who were shutting the place down for the season. They used a variety of weapons—hand scythe, power drill, bow and arrows, machete—and would have had a seventh victim except the last one, a sixteen-year-old girl the CNN chyron tells me is named Stephanie Fugate, shoved them out of the hayloft.
The killer hasn’t been identified yet, but there’s Stephanie onscreen in a class photo with her round face and clear skin, smiling through her braces with a grin that breaks my heart. After last night, she’ll never be that happy again. She’s a final girl now.
You’re watching a horror movie and the silent killer knocks off the stoner, the slut, the geek, the jock, and the deputy, and now he’s chasing the virgin babysitter through the
woods. She’s the one who said they shouldn’t party at this deserted summer camp, break into this abandoned lunatic asylum, skinny-dip in this isolated lake—especially since it’s Halloween, or Thanksgiving, or Arbor Day, or whatever the anniversary is of those unsolved murders from way back. The killer’s got a chainsaw/boat hook/butcher’s knife and this girl’s got zip: no upper body strength, no mass, no shotgun. All she’s got is good cardio and an all-American face. Yet somehow she kills the killer, then stares numbly off into the middle distance, or collapses into the arms of the arriving police, or runs crying to her boyfriend, makes one last quip, lights one last cigarette, asks a final haunting question, gets taken off in an ambulance screaming and screaming like she’s never going to stop.
Ever wonder what happens to those final girls? After the cops eliminate them as suspects, after the press releases their brace-faced, pizza-cheeked, bad-hair-day class photos that inevitably get included on the cover of the true crime book? After the candlelight vigils and the moments of silence, after someone plants the memorial shrub?
I know what happens to those girls. After the movie deals get signed, after the film franchise fails, after you realize that while everyone else was filling out college applications you were locked in a residential treatment program pretending you weren’t scared of the dark. After the talk show circuit, after your third therapist just accepts that he’s your Zoloft-dispensing machine and you won’t be making any breakthroughs on his watch, after you realize that the only interesting thing that’ll ever happen to you happened when you were sixteen, after you stop going outside, after you start browsing locksmiths the way other women browse the windows of Tiffany’s, after you’ve left town because you couldn’t deal with the “Why not you?” looks from the parents of all your dead friends, after you’ve lost everything, been through the fire, started knowing your stalkers by their first names, after all that happens you wind up where I’m going today: in a church basement in Burbank, seated with your back to the wall, trying to hold the pieces of your life together.
We’re an endangered species, for which I’m grateful. There are only six of us still around. It used to make me sad there weren’t more of us out there, but we were creatures of the eighties and the world has moved on. They used to dust off the clip packages for our anniversaries or the occasional franchise reboot, but these days it’s all oil spills and Wikileaks, the Tea Party and the Taliban. The six of us belong to another era. We’re media invisible. We might as well not even exist.
As I turn off CNN I realize I miscounted. There are actually seven of us; I just don’t like to think about Chrissy. No one does. Even mentioning her name can mess with your head because she’s a traitor. So I take a minute, even though I only have three hours to get to group, and I take a deep breath and try to get my focus back.
Adrienne’s going to be a mess. Camp Red Lake was where it happened to her, but she bought the place later and turned it into a retreat for victims of violence, mostly survivors of school shootings and kids who got away from their kidnappers. This hits her where she lives. At least it’ll give us something new to talk about besides whatever old business we’re still arguing over today.
When I can’t put it off any longer, I get ready to head out. Group is the only time I leave this apartment except to go to the mailbox place across the street once a week, to check my escape routes once a month, and my biweekly trips to the corner store for supplies. I don’t like risk. My hair is short because long hair can get grabbed. I wear running shoes in case I have to move. I don’t wear loose clothing.
I inventory my pockets: keys, money, phone, weapons. I stopped carrying a firearm on public transport after an incident a couple of years back, but I have pepper spray, a box cutter in my right front pocket, and a razor blade taped to my left ankle. I don’t wear headphones, I don’t wear sunglasses, I make sure my jacket is tight so there’s nothing to snag, and then I say good-bye to my plant, take a deep breath, step out of my apartment, and face a world that wants me dead.
—Dr. Carol Elliott, private notes on group session, September 2010
THE FINAL GIRL SUPPORT GROUP II
A cotton ball sheep says, Jesus Loves Ewe!
A trio of very skinny ghosts rising from the grave proclaim, Ghosts are scary . . . but not the Holy Ghost!
He is Risen! shouts a multicolored tangle of Magic Marker scribbles.
That one gives me pause. All of us in group have a complicated relationship with the idea of resurrection.
We should be sitting in a circle, but the five of us sit in a ragged C because none of us will ever put her back to a door again. Dani has her arms crossed, legs spread, sitting cowboy stoic in front of a wall of orange-and-black construction paper jack-o’-lanterns and hissing cats. She’s the last person on earth who needs a reminder that Halloween is coming.
Marilyn has her legs crossed, Starbucks in one hand, new purse in her lap because she won’t let it touch the floor. She told Julia it cost $1,135, but I don’t believe her. You can’t charge that much for a faux purse, and Marilyn would never let leather touch her skin.
“It’s hard for me to focus if I haven’t eaten,” Heather is saying in her never-ending, I-haven’t-slept-since-1988 monologue, leaning forward, hands flapping around. “Because of my low blood sugar.”
Apparently, today’s argument will be about snacks.
Julia sits in her wheelchair, clearly bored, drumming her fingers on her wheels, wearing an ironic World’s Greatest Dad T-shirt, staring at a large, wrinkled drawing of a flying man with his arms held straight out at his sides that reads, “Jeshus is sad dead alive.”
I used to think it was weird that we met surrounded by Sunday school art, but now it’s become the first thing I look at every month after checking my sightlines and my exits. Not because the artistic self-expression of a bunch of potential murder victims interests me in the slightest. I’m looking for warning signs: pictures of exploding guns and bloody knives, boys drawing themselves as neckless monsters with triangle fangs tearing their parents in half. I’m looking for signs that one of these kids will grow up to be my enemy, to be another one of the monsters that tried to kill us all.
“If you ate before group,” Dr. Carol suggests, “maybe that would help?”
Dr. Carol, the only one in the room who can bring herself to put her back to the door, sits in the mouth of the C, like she has for the past sixteen years, posture perfect, pen poised, notepad resting on one knee, treating Heather’s snack obsession with the same care and concern she applies to everything we say.
“That’s off my schedule,” Heather says. “As a recovering addict, maintaining a schedule is important to my sobriety and I have to leave the home early because, you know, the cops took my license and I haven’t gotten it back yet, so it takes me longer to get here because I think it’s important not to be late. Adrienne doesn’t have that same level of consideration, apparently.”
“I’m sure Adrienne has a good reason for why she’s running behind,” Dr. Carol says.
“I’ll be surprised if Adrienne shows up at all,” Julia says. Clearly she saw CNN, too. “Has anyone talked to her? I tried to call but it went to voicemail.”
“I imagine she’s turned her phone off,” Marilyn says, then makes a face like she smells shit. “The press.”
Marilyn refused to do any press conferences or give anyone an exclusive after her crisis, arousing the wrath of every reporter in America, and then she married into a mega-rich politically active Republican family, so she’s gotten it the worst over the years, but we all know the feeling. The phone that never stops ringing until you finally pull it out of the wall; the reporter you’ve never seen who calls you by your first name and pretends to have gone to high school with you so convincingly you start to believe them; a distant cousin showing up at the hospital, all full of concern, with a tape recorder spinning inside her bag next to a check from the National Enqu
irer.
“I don’t think it’s appropriate to discuss Adrienne’s situation with anyone but Adrienne,” Dr. Carol says. “I’m sure we’ll talk about it when she gets here. In the meantime: How do people feel about Heather’s concerns?”
There’s an awkward moment as we all wait to see if anyone’s going to take the bait, but no one does. We’re final girls. We’re good at escaping traps.
“I’m just saying,” Heather says, filling the awkward silence. “I have certain needs, and since I don’t have the advantages all of you do, then I would really like us to have some coffee, some cookies, something, because this big bare room is depressing.”
She’s really not going to let this go, but that doesn’t surprise me. We’re the women who kept fighting back no matter how much it hurt, who jumped out that third-story window, who dragged ourselves up onto that roof when our bodies were screaming for us to roll over and die. Once we start something, it’s hard for us to stop.
“I don’t mind what Heather brings,” Marilyn says, her bracelets dancing as she waves her Starbucks cup with its dark red lipstick print on the lid. “Bring a pizza. But can we please change the topic?”
“That’s interesting,” Dr. Carol says, although she’s the only one who thinks so. “Does anyone else feel the way Marilyn does?”
When you’ve been in a room with the same six people for sixteen years, you know what they’re going to do before it happens. Like a chemical reaction, if certain conditions are met, certain outcomes will take place. Right on cue, here comes Julia.
“I think people eating and drinking in group is a form of deflection,” Julia says, because she can’t pass up a chance to argue with Marilyn. “Marilyn’s Chai Soy Big Gulp is a prop that shows us she’s distancing herself from group.”
“I declare,” Marilyn fake-marvels in her flat Texas accent. “How do you come up with these things?”